why...
how...

i don't know why.

maybe It will remain this way,
maybe it will change.

all that matters now,
its not the above.

but the central,
where pain peaks.

so thats why people always commit sucide by jumping from high place in singapore.
becausee it lets their pain reduce to minimal, before their life ends.

Labels: Grief, Philosophy, Poems

Okay cuz there is LOA so got time for me to blog again... this dead blog. :) no one visits it yup i know it :)

so might as well... say whatever i want.

i like u, u like me, a standard type of love story. Lol

black and white, white and black. Nothing would come inbetween,
except for grey who has already interveen. But purity is my favourite thing.

Okay more serious stuff.

From then till know... my life has been...如此如此，这般这般《---LOL

I think, i really need to Believe in myself when needed. Throw away my worries. At the same time be more tolerant of others. I need to Believe more in things happening around me.
especially those special ones ... like her

Poems

June 2009

Awaiting for any dust, to brush of me like a shooting star. So i know where to go afar ...stardust will be what i'il chase for i have saw that Starry face, of the lovely little shooting dust.


Thursday July 09 2009

[BREAKING] the problems,
[DOWN] the drain,
[Feeling] abandoned,
[The] Choice remains,
[Devastation] of souls,
[Hopes...] Love insane


Thursday July 09 2009

[To] Love someone
[Find] the missing Love
[A] Calming Breeze it is
[Love] release shall it bring


Saturday 07 July 2009

like a cloud crying, my heart is bleeding.
like a soul fading, myself is vanishing
like a body thats empty, so i myself, will Dissappear


Thursday July 09 2009


What is there to judge... who can hear my heart?
sense of my hearing, it has fallen weak.
Till the very Day, voice is heard again.



My Heart, My Soul and that Heart of mine,
To be opened up when the time is fine.
Someone who has touch my lovely heart,
That would mean Our Time's like shooting dart.
In the past, Relationships would be like Lightning,
Thunder would follow and shaken those treasured dreams.
But until now i have been lonely,
As These events sometimes are even Imaginary.
The Cupids only saw those around me,
So until then I'll know who that might be.
With Ordeal's of Love,
It can never come easy.
Thus i know that i will need,
The faith that always stood by me.

Labels: Hope, Love, Philosophy, Poems

Creative, resourceful, and intellectually quick. Good at a broad range of things. Enjoy debating issues, and may be into one up manship. They get very excited about new ideas and projects, but may neglect the more routine aspects of life. Generally outspoken and assertive. They enjoy people and are stimulating company. Excellent ability to understand concepts and apply logic to find solutions.
lol Freaking true :)